As Seen On The Bathroom Wall

Cracked
My skin is falling off
Where you touched it last
Bleeding
My heart is on the floor
not beating
Crying
Drown in my tears caused
by your lying
Hurt
Like nothing else before
came your cruel cruel words

And the ache
in my soul
makes me feel like I am falling
into darkness
into night
with no wings to help me fly
away from
sorrow and from pain
the whispers from the memory
of life before you
before this
before the aching
of my life

Torn
From my fingers was
my hope once reborn
Gone
my ability to find reason
to move on
Missing
The heat between our lips
when we were kissing
Sweet
The taste nothing else holds
in this world for me

And the ache
in my mind
feels like all the stars have fallen
from the heavens
from the sky
and the world around me crumbles like the dry
eyes you now hold
and the smile
you never give me anymore
because the ache
you never felt
was always mine
and mine alone

Destiny I call for you
my hands open wide
Destiny I yearn for you
life mate soul mate my fate
Destiny I dream of you
I wander the places in my mind
Destiny I search for you
Forever reaching for you there
Destiny I will die for you
filling my lungs and drowning
Destiny I will live for you
you are every breath in my heart

If words fail me
forgive me
I've lost my way from mind to mouth
I simply forgot how to tell you
honestly
simply
that
I love
you
in every sense
the words may hold
because you may not understand
that I ask nothing in return
and I don't
expect you to need me back
the same way I need you
to breathe
My lungs can be full of you
and still I need more
to make the very skin on my bones sing
and you
all you need do
is smile to make me warmer than anything
I could hold in my hands during the cold
I feel so
at home
when you're around
and I am content
to simply see you
and ask nothing of you
other than to be
simply be
I have found where I am

(copied from my old myspace blog 7-22-08)